who i am

in the winter of 1958-1959, I lived and worked at Madonna House for nine months.


https://madonnahouse.org/

Located about 120 miles north of Toronto, Canada, the temperature was 20 below zero F.

The farm house I lived in with a small crew of four men was also 20 below zero!

I had to learn how to love the cold :)

There was no wind and no days in winter above freezing, so the snow never melted until spring, ALL AT ONCE.

There was about seven feet of snow which actually made it seem warm outdoors when the snow was cleared from the work area, the lack of wind and humidity made it feel warm!

https://youtu.be/1nELgyPu2gE?si=dmESWJrN1aUXYWF_

https://youtu.be/PVvQc8cw1BI?si=Oo2FWc3E2hYEK-2Z

https://youtu.be/SOm2dWMDRxQ?si=fnLwTBgmreipRTgr



I AM HEALTHY, I AM HAPPY, I HAVE MY FREEDOM, I AM ABUNDANCE, PEACE, & AWARENESS, I AM IN DIVINE PRESENCE ALWAYS AND HAVE THE ENERGY TO LIVE IN ABSOLUTE GOODNESS AND SILENCE

I am consciousness, in perfect silence. 

I think of consciousness as the actual reality.

Consciousness is intangible, infinite, silent awareness.

For me the process of emptiness simply changes my point of view from my painful body to my intangible, silent consciousness:
My consciousness is how I am aware of LIFE. I am NOT my body. I create it by experience. The universe fills my body with experiences. I am NOT my brain. I create it as a memory. The universe fills my brain with memories. I am NOT my spirit. I create it by being alive. The universe fills my spirit by actually living. I do not empty my body, brain nor spirit. I observe them from my consciousness.

My consciousness is an infinite waveform.

In my opinion, consciousness has no mass.

Google Gemini:

Draw a picture of a waveform composed of photons. Speculate about the waveform being fundamental consciousness.

Sure, here is a depiction of a waveform composed of photons, along with some speculation about its connection to fundamental consciousness:

The concept of photons as the building blocks of consciousness is a fascinating one. It suggests that our subjective experience of the world arises from the fundamental interactions of light and matter. While this is a highly speculative idea, it highlights the deep mystery of consciousness and the potential for new scientific discoveries to shed light on this profound aspect of human existence.




Note: Recent research considers gravity to happen at the speed of light, although gravity is not completely defined ??


'...Nothing can travel faster than 300,000 kilometers per second (186,000 miles per second). Only massless particles, including photons, which make up light, can travel at that speed. It's impossible to accelerate any material object up to the speed of light because it would take an infinite amount of energy to do so...'


1995 to 2000 Computer Programmer and Operator, Banking, Government, Market Research. 

1994 Field Interviewer, Drug Abuse Treatment Outcome Study, https://www.datos.org/

1985 to 1990 Field Interviewer, Gallup Organization, https://www.gallup.com/

1980 to 1984 Intern and Nurse's Aide, Pennsylvania Civil Service, Mental Health Therapy.

1975 to 1980 Computer Programmer, Federal Student Loan System.

1964 to 1974 Draftsman and Design Engineer, Tool and Die, Coil Springs, Rapid Transit Systems.

Attended Carnegie Institute of Technology 1956-1957 for Chemistry, George Washington University Summer 1963 General Chemistry with Labs, graduated Bachelor of Science in Natural Sciences, with Labs, Organic Chemistry, Biology, Psychology, 1980 at University of Pittsburgh.

1962-1963, U. S. Army, 2 years Active Duty in the Pentagon, 2 years U. S. Army Reserves, Intelligence Analyst.

Completed 26.2 mile marathon 1978, North Park Lake, Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.